Devil’s answer

Fisrt I want to congratulate a friend for success that he has gained for 3 months  with not doing crossdressing. He is very religious. With praying and reading his holy book, he can stop crossdressing at least for 3 months. But of course, I don’t know how long does it take to make that success. I don’t know either  when his sinful activity began ( as he calls it ). Does it takes a couple of decades? It must be needed of diligence and earnestness as well as assistance from the above.

On the contrary with me, I even failed. Like I wrote in my earlier posting “I Don’t Know How to Love Him”. I keep praying, reading my holy book and go to the house of Lord for many years, but I still failed. Maybe I was one of them that God says in Matthew  13:15 : “For this people’s heart has grown dull, and their ears are hard of hearing, and they have shut their eyes; so that they might not look with their eyes, and listen with their ears, and understand with their heart and turn and I would heal them.”  Instead of making progress, I still remained silent state in place. In the vicious circle, it is difficult to hear God’s voice, otherwise the temptation of Satan is everywhere.  Devil’s answer for instant  solution  while I live in the mortal world.

People are looking but they don’t know what to do
It’s the time of the season for the people like you
Come back tomorrow, show the scars on your face
It’s a clue to the answer we all chase

Three, five and seven lift the heaviest load
reach the top of the heaven that’s fallen below
Devil may care but you wish for the best
Can’t you see there’s an answer that lies there

Come all you sinners and keep with the time
can we see all the faces that have fallen behind
Don’t make the reason it’s a secret for you
There’s a clue to the answer we all know

There’s no clue to the answer we all know

People are looking but they don’t know what to do
It’s the time of the season for the people like you
Come back tomorrow, show the scars on your face
It’s a clue to the answer we all chase

One thought on “Devil’s answer

  1. Thank you for the congrats🙂

    I’ve been fighting it my whole life, but this is the best period I’ve had of resistance.
    But I think that during those other times I didn’t truly want to stop. We always have a choice. We don’t have to give in if we don’t want to. Don’t let it have power over you if you don’t want it to.

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