Without being felt the year of 2011 is nearly over. And my old habit crossdressing is still binding on me. Although my lust is not as strong as the passed years , but still I be slave of my own lust. Almost every weekend I do crossdressing.
This year I also met a crossdresser that religious. He said that crossdresing is a sinful activity. Since I read his first article, I almost continue to monitor his postings. Although I am a sinner, I also have faith.
So here I am still in the valley of sin, the darkest valley. But I also believe that God still take care of me, guide me and love me. ( Psalm 23 ). Where would I be without Your love ?
So here we are almost at the end of year 2011, still don’t know what will happen next year. But in whose hand we must entrust our lives except Him ? So let the new year begins. Any harder and difficult situations ? Let us face it bravely, as long as He still with us. Ever onward never retreat !
Note : My eyes almost cry when I type this article. Shame on me.