Until several months ago when my desire to do crossdressing is stronger than now I usually couldn’t sleep at night before holiday. Then I usually did crossdressing from night until dawn. I even sleep with woman dress. I did it very often. Sometimes when I sleep with woman dress, I dreamed. It happened several times. The dreams although varied but almost the same. Then usually I woke up with nervous. Of course I couldn’t sleep well and I was so tired the next day. The dreams are like this.
I dreamed I was laying in my bed with woman dress and I covered my body with blanket to cover my crossdressing but still I get caught by my sister. In my dream she opened my blanket a little bit and peered into it. Then she said “sissy !”. I was surprised, scared and of course felt ashamed in my dream. Then I woke up with nervous.
In another dream looked like I was fully crossdressing, but suddenly my family came and about to enter my house. I felt like almost being caught by them.
In another dream looked like I was crossdressing in my bedroom, but suddenly my relative wanted to enter my bedroom.
Sometimes I masturbated in my dreams too when I sleep with woman dress.
But recently I never dream like that again and I usually can sleep at night before holiday. I think it is maybe my desire to do crossdressing is not as strong as before.