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School’s out

In this era, promiscuity is already everywhere. All parents who have children that grown up into adolescent should be beware. Especially girls. Because they can be pregnant before get married. Parents should choose a good school for them. Beside that, proper discipline should be enforced to educate our children.

For all parents to make sure your girls arrive at school on time, please deliver them safely. By this way your girls sure arrive at school and not going anywhere else.


That’s how a school for girls should be to discipline their pupils. Tie their hands and feet, so they can’t run and walk during the lessons. More than this, they will pay more attention to what the teacher said. Good school for girls.


This is surely a lesson of marching to female students. Say “ready”, girl ! and give salute to your commander.


All this photos I take from  “I love bondage”. All the credits should go to “I love bondage”. I just add some comments. Thank you.

Only Women Bleed

Man’s got his woman to take his seed
He’s got the power – oh
She’s got the need
She spends her life through pleasing up her man
She feeds him dinner or anything she can

She cries alone at night too often
He smokes and drinks and don’t come home at all
Only women bleed

Man makes your hair gray
He’s your life’s mistake
All you’re really lookin’ for is an even break

He lies right at you
You know you hate this game
He slaps you once in a while and you live and love in pain

She cries alone at night too often
He smokes and drinks and don’t come home at all
Only women bleed

Black eyes all of the time
Don’t spend a dime
Clean up this grime
And you there down on your knees begging me please come
Watch me bleed

Only women bleed

Once I read the lyric from this song, I feel touched. This song was written by Alice Cooper with someone else named Dick Wagner. For you know that Alice Cooper is a rock singer who also known with his horror performance. I don’t know about his life and personality.  But this song seems sympathetic to women.

It is a ballad about a woman in an abusive marriage. A very stereotyped view about a bad husband and a devoted wife. A husband needs a wife only to take his seed in relation to reproduction and continuation of his generation. He spends his nights outside of their home and without his wife or just smoking and getting drunk. Instead of making intimate relationship with his wife, he shows his power and plays rough. While his wife spends her life through pleasing  her husband,  feed him  and has to  live in  pain and lies with her marriage. In biology,  it’s like a relation that called as a parasitic  simbyosis. The one gets profit, but the other gets loss.

It’s a picture that the writer of this song told us. And the writer is an American. A country where  gender equality and women liberation come from. What about in Indonesia ?

These days around  April 21st we are celebrating the birth day of a heroine named RA Kartini. Someone who is famous with her letters “Habis Gelap Terbitlah Terang”.  She is a heroine who is famous because of  her struggle for her  gender equality.

What about her own marriage ? Happy, although her husband was not her own choice. But it’s her parents’ choice. She had to face the reality between to obey her parents or to marry her own choice, someone she loves. Fortunately, her husband loves her.

What about her struggle ? Nowadays, women are getting appreciated her rights. In career, they can get a job or position where it’s used to be occupied only by a man. From a low job like driver until a high job like a government head even until the president.

But  with the situation like this,  whether such abusive marriage as told in the song is not exist anymore? We can only hope and pray, hopefully the situation  may no longer exists. The rest, maybe we need to educate ourselves.


I think that quote applies to some authors whose the quotation cited by WordPress. Like these quotes :

  1. “I have made this letter longer, because I have not had the time to make it shorter” Blaise Pascal. Basic trouble, time management.
  2. “I do not like to write -I like to have written” Gloria Steinem. How can it be done ? How an article can be finished if we don’t write it first.
  3. “Easy reading is damn hard writing” Nathaniel Hawthorne. Obviously, writing is not an easy job.
  4. “There are three rules for writing a novel. Unfortunately, no one knows what they are” W. Sommerset Maugham. Then what can we do ? Keep guessing ? Trial and error ? I am afraid that what’s happened is only error and not any trials. Any other suggestions ?
  5. “I am a drinker with a writing problems” Brendan Behan. Difficult to find an idea ? Except drinking first ?

Welcome to my nightmare

Until several months ago when my desire to do crossdressing is stronger than now I usually couldn’t sleep at night before holiday. Then I usually did crossdressing  from night until dawn. I even sleep with woman dress. I did it very often. Sometimes when I sleep with woman dress, I dreamed. It happened several times. The dreams although varied but almost the same. Then usually I woke up with nervous. Of course I couldn’t sleep well and I was so tired the next day. The dreams are like this.

I dreamed I was laying in my bed with woman dress  and I covered my body with blanket to cover my crossdressing but still I  get caught by my sister. In my dream she opened my blanket  a little bit and peered into it. Then she said “sissy !”. I was surprised,  scared and of course felt ashamed in my dream. Then I woke up with nervous.

In another dream looked like I was fully crossdressing, but suddenly my family came and about to enter my house. I felt like almost being caught by them.

In another dream looked like I was crossdressing in my bedroom, but suddenly my relative wanted to enter my bedroom.

Sometimes I masturbated in my dreams too when I sleep with woman dress.

But recently I never dream like that again and I usually can sleep at night before holiday. I think it is maybe my desire to do crossdressing is not as strong as before.